What Now?

Yesterday I went to unemployment to apply for Section 30 and see about and extension. What Section 30 allows you to do is extend the unemployment checks if you are in an approved training program.

Naturally, however, I don’t qualify because you need to sign up before your 15th week and I’m on week 26. Now, I only have 6 more weeks of unemployment checks. So I proceeded to have a meltdown right there in the office. or what I like to refer to as a Shirley Maclaine moment. (WatchcTerms Of Endearment again & and you'll know the momemt. "Give my daughter the shot")

What? I figured if I expressed my emotions clearly & vulgarly it might trigger a seizure and then maybe someone would see that this seizure disorder isn’t a bunch of BS. Alas it didn’t work. It might be due to the doctors’ upping my medication to 1250 mg twice a day.

I have to be honest, this life is really getting to me. I’m running out of time, options, and I’m not getting the answers I’m looking for.

I keep watching the news and getting updates about Ted Kennedy’s condition. I’ll admit while I don’t want tumor or brain cancer & I do feel bad for what he is dealing with. It’s nice though that he knows what his diagnosis is and can do something about it. All I can do is take my medication and pray I don’t have another seizure.

Some days I just get so pissed that I’m doing everything I’m suppose to be doing and not getting anything back in return.