Ending The Day On A High Note W/ A Song Mimi Would Sing To Me!

Preparing For Court: I Got A Hair Cut!

Christ! I just looked at it in the mirror. I look like friggin' Mia Farrow in Rosemary's Baby!

Which I guess fits today's mood, since i feel like a demon or demons are growing inside me!

A Kennedy Doesn't Trump A Brady!

So I woke up at 5:30 A.M. in the wonderful white world of Netty’s house. After I let Sasha out for her morning potty time, I attempted to go back to sleep. It didn’t work. So I turn on the newto hear updates on Ted Kennedy and his seizure.

Naturally I got upset. Not because I was having flashback s to being in the same hospital in the same situation. Nope not me.

I was pissed that 7News' Adam Williams announced the Kennedy family was bringing Ted take out for Legal Seafood.

All I got was a bag of cookies from my cousin Beth.

Don’t get me wrong I was very grateful for the cookies and snarffed down the whole bag. What got me all riled up was Netty & Jack complain about my weight being so low. Well hello! Where was my friggin’ take-out?

So here is a list for future reference if anyone is coming to visit me:

If you are at Mcdonald’s: I want a large #1. That’s the Big Mac Value meal.

If you are at Burger King: I want a large #10. That’s the Bacon Double Cheeseburger Value Meal.

If you are at Wendy’s: I want a large #4. That’s the Baconator Value meal.

All of the above should be ordered with a Coke.

Thanks A Bunch! :o)

Breathing & Baby Steps!

Ugh! Why do I do this to myself? I throw everything on my plate and try to eat it all at once. I live my life the way my brother Sean eats. In courses, of course. He eats his salad and then when he is done he eats the main course. I throw it all in my mouth together. In turn I don’t think I give anything the time it needs to digest.

I’m referring to jumping the gun and talking with Netty about moving back home. I need to focus and get through the court date tomorrow and be cleared of that ass ache before I tackle another one. Then I need to go into Boston on Thursday to The Male Center to begin training. I have to train to be a volunteer for HIV/AIDS Outreach events. Hopefully that works and I can turn it into something that pays finically as well as mentally.

Then I cam focus on the next stage. Besides the way it went yesterday, I think I need to go to a garden shop and find olive seeds. Why you ask? Because I think to get Netty to see thing in my perception I need more than an olive branch. I think I need the whole tree or maybe even a whole friggin’ forest.

Well one thing is for certain. I think I got my bearings and wit back in tact. I think my last post was too much of a downer as well as slightly incoherent. But that’s good I guess, because now I can feel more like Goldie Hawn in The First Wives Club when she uttered the classic, “I have feelings! I’m an Actress I have all of them.”