Go West!

In sticking with The Village People theme, I’m GOing WEST.

Time to shake my life up again. Cheryl called me and asked again if I wanted to come out to California and live with her. This time I’m going to do it.

The reason I said no in the past was I didn’t just want to go and mooch off her. I need a purpose for being there. As it turns out, I’ll have one. My brother-in-law John is most likely moving to Houston, TX for a time to start a new security job. So Cheryl is going to need help with her girls. That’s where I’ll step up to the plate and help.

Hopefully I’ll be getting word from disability shortly and it will go through and I won’t have to worry about continued finances. And if I do get decline and can appeal, but more importantly if I venture west now at least I have enough savings to support myself for a little while. Then when I get there I can job hunt out there. Because I’m really running out of options here. I’m sending out resumes, practically stalking companies and organizations to hire me to no advil.

Plus, while I am back on speaking terms with Netty & Jack, nothing has or will ever change in that situation and it’s just a matter of time before the line gets crossed and another meltdown will ensue.

I’m also opening up to the fact I’ll be in a different state and leave all my damaged baggage here on the east coast. Sure I’ll still be HIV + & have a seizure disorder. There’s nothing I can do about closing that ongoing saga. Alas, everything else though can be wiped clean and I can start with a partially clean slate.