Monday, May 26, 2008

The Great Debate: Old Wounds Vs. New Scars!

I’ve decided to end the negotiations with Netty & Jack to temporarily move back home. I looked over my fiances and I’ll have enough to scrimp and save to pay the extra $50 a month in rent and the money I’ll need to take the commuter rail into Boston each day for work. (If I can land a job quick enough.)

The final straw in my decision came Saturday morning, when Netty got upset because Jack hopped in the shower before her. She claimed that she called dibs first, but alas nobody heard her. So when Jack came out Netty began to yell at him.
Then somewhere in mid-argument they segwayed into a fight about who was going to drop dead first. Alaways a nice topic on a sunny Saturday morning.

That's when I knew enough is enough. It really didn’t matter who was going to go first. Because if they didn’t friggin' shut up, I was going to kill them both. Then at my murder trial, I could say their fight and nit picking induced one of my seizures and I went temporarily insane. That way I would have gotten little jail time, if any, for my crime.

So I really think it is best and safer for all parties involved that I stay way up in Haverhill and make fewer trips down to Marblehead. Until, I get my bearing back in life. That way I can foucus solely on me and what I need to do to make the improvements in my life.

I’m sorry, but I understand we all have problems and we all deserve to have our lives run accordingly to how we want. However, at this time I feel my issues have a little more significance & need a little more nurturing. I can’t be bothered right now worrying about who gets in the bathroom first or who used all the tissues and didn’t replace the box.

If Netty & Jack are mad at me for my decision, so be it. My issues are newer and more severe, but at least I’m working on them and trying to make it better. I won't be pissing and moaning for 40 years about my problems or the mistakes I made. I’m getting off my ass and I am fixing them!

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